POV: Dean
February 15, 2004
I woke up when Cas moved out of my arms and I groaned.
“Cas…”
“I’m coming right back, my bladder won’t wait any longer.”
Well, now that you mention it…and he laughed when I went in right after he came out. After washing my hands, I returned to the bed and snuggled back up with him. His back was to my chest and I put my arm over his waist.
“That the only reason you’re awake?”
“Mmhm.”
After being snuggled up for a bit and warm again, sleep did take us both for a little while longer. But it was soft kisses on my cheeks and lips. I peeked out to see blue eyes that were bright and shining. I could see the sun was up outside the window as well.
“Morning,” he said.
“Morning, Sunshine.”
I kissed him back a few times. I loved waking up this way, having him close to me and those morning kisses. They were better than any alarm I had ever used in my life.
“I was thinking about a quick shower, you want to join me?”
Showering here was subjective because there wasn’t a traditional shower; the tub had a shower head that was connected to a hose which would allow a shower-like bath. But, well, we both did need a shower.
“Mmm..I would be a fool to not join you.”
“I’ll start the water then.”
I’m sure that he moved over me on purpose instead of getting up on his side. But I watched him shamelessly starting the water and getting it adjusted, and then getting clean towels. I sat up and eventually moved to the tub. It was nice to see he was walking fine, no apparent discomfort. The makeshift shower was all we could do, so we assisted where we could and then climbed out. I simply went with boxer briefs and he did as well but added a t-shirt.
He nudged me out of the kitchen though. “My turn, you cooked all weekend.”
I couldn’t deny that watching him was hot too. He fixed pancakes, eggs and went with bacon and ate at the little table. The plates were set in the kitchen and then I joined him on the sofa.
“Alright Cas, talk.”
“About?”
I tilted my head to the side and raised a brow and he just smiled, he knew what I wanted to talk about!
“I’m okay, Dean.”
“I know that, otherwise you wouldn’t be sitting down. I want more information than a simple ‘I’m okay’. Such as, are you okay mentally? No regrets? No other issues?”
I sighed. “I always knew I’d have no regrets with you’ Dean. A little sore, probably from the position more than anything else, you pretty much kept me on my back.”
“I wanted to see you the whole time; we can change it up now if you want to do that again.”
“Oh, we’re definitely doing that again. I liked it a lot. I think waiting for you was the right idea too. I think waiting even as long as we did was the right choice too. At least for me.”
I leaned over and kissed his cheek. “Thank you for letting me be the first. I’m going to assume that you enjoyed it all? Was there anything you didn’t like?”
“You’re relentless teasing maybe? But, for real, I’m not even sure I hated that really.”
I smiled at him and got a flushed look in return, I moved in and kissed him. “So…about those other things you wanted to try...”
“Dean.”
“You opened the door, Castiel. Spill it.”
The redness in his face got a little darker and he seemed shy about it now. He tried a few times to say something but the words never made it out. I slid closer and lifted his head.
“Sunshine, there’s nothing you say to me that is going to cause me to not want you. Come on, you know about my panty kink.”
“But you look incredible in them.”
I smirked. “That I do. So, come on. Give me something here.”
“It’s really not that big of a deal.”
He shook his head. “Nope, come on. Don’t make me tickle you into telling me.”
He at least smiled!
“It’s mostly things like being tied up or even trying other kinds of toys. Things I didn’t trust anyone else with. That borderline between pain and pleasure, I didn’t trust them to stop.”
“Other kinds of toys?”
“Clamps. Floggers maybe.”
I blinked. I hadn’t expected that to be what he wanted to try! Granted, I’d never tried those items either.
“Okay, if you want we can try some of it, see what you like. Floggers kinda sound interesting. Who knows, you may not like it but I might.”
His brow rose. “Uh huh, your turn. Something I don’t already know about, preferably.”
“So, having a hot guy rail me against the mattress doesn’t count?”
“Fuck Dean, no it doesn’t count but thanks for the vivid image.”
“You’re welcome. I don’t know, I liked the idea of being tied down too. I like the idea of the floggers. I may…”
Yep, now I know why he hesitated.
“You may…?” he asked.
His voice seemed to be deeper, more gravel and grit to it. Fuck, he knew what that voice did to me. I cut my eyes to him, wondering if he did it on purpose. I found he’d moved a little closer than before. I swallowed and a few moments later I felt his breath over my shoulder but he was waiting on me to speak.
“I may like…um…beingtoldwhattodo.”
I rushed out the end of the sentence, hoping he wouldn’t actually understand it. I mean, I was supposed to be the man. I could still feel his breath over my shoulders but it was moving closer and I could barely feel his chest against my arm. Then it felt like he was blowing air right against my neck and ear.
“Like being told what to do? I’m sorry, Dean, but I already knew that.”
“How?”
He tilted his head. “Last November, when I came to the garage. Sure, the excitement of being caught was there too. But, you seemed to respond well when I told you to do something. So, I already know. I also know you like being spanked too. I know that those coveralls are a weakness of yours.”
I considered for a moment what to really say. I mean, those were the big ones!
“I’ve considered threesomes. But, it’s not something that I would require or want to try without extensive talks.”
“Threesomes? Yeah, that involves other people and I can understand wanting to discuss that extensively both as a couple and with the third person.
Did you envision two men or another man and a woman?”
“I’ve considered both scenarios. Yeah, that’s not something I’d say no to, but not right now. I’m not willing to share you anytime soon.” Dean
He blushed and a moment later his lips were sealed with mine. I simply shifted a bit to have better access. He shifted briefly but after several minutes he moved into my lap. His hands moved around my neck. Mine slipped to his waist before I brought my left hand down onto his right butt cheek. He inhaled sharply but didn’t stop me.
This was something I had done before, but not often. In this position I had good access to his butt cheeks.
“Mmm, what’s the plan, Sunshine?”
His lips were firmly attached to my neck at the moment and he smiled, moved from that spot up my neck and across my jaw until he reached my lips.
“I’m thinking of a repeat of last night or something close.”
“Sure you aren’t too sore?”
“I’m good.”
I brought my hand down onto the right side and he went back to my lips briefly. I toyed with the edge of his shirt and he eventually sat up and let me take it off. In this position, those nipples were right where I needed them to be so I went after them. I wondered what position to put him in for prep but he seemed impatient and promptly moved himself to his hands and knees beside me when he felt it was the time.
“Well…”
He shook his ass at me and that smirk was enough. I brought both hands down at the same time and he rocked forward slightly. I pulled the band down over his hips and settled them as low as I could. I could see the light pinkness to his cheeks from my hands.
“Think you’d be okay with more?”
“Yeah.”
I wasn’t aiming for twenty or more, but just a nice red and he responded so well. I stopped around ten and moved forward to drag my tongue over the warmed skin. He shivered when I ran my tongue over his hole. Well, I could get used to this. He seemed much more vocal this time than last night and when I pulled away, he whined. When I got up he looked at me, confused.
“Dean? What the hell..?”
I spanked his exposed ass. “Lube, Sunshine. But, don’t move.”
When I came back he was still in the same spot and I got rid of the boxers he’d put on, even did a few strokes to his erection which was clearly getting painful. Not that I could say much, when my own erection was straining against the material. I got rid of my pants before I sat back down. I did find that he stretched faster around my fingers, but I still added a ton of lube.
“Dean… Come on.”
“Patience.”
I knew he was more than ready based on the fact he was pushing back on my fingers and when I removed them he let out a clear whine. I started to push forward and he began to moan. He still felt so tight around me and I relished in it. I rather liked seeing his face though but this was fine because he pushed back against me and I let him decide when to move.
This wasn’t as slow as last night, once I knew he was relaxed enough I could show off I loved hearing his moans, yelps and screams. I was confused as hell when he moved away but it wasn’t long before I was pushed back and he was settling in my lap, easily guiding me right back inside him.
“Fuck, Castiel.”
He moved down and kissed me. “Got tired of seeing the sofa.”
I wasn’t going to complain because it let him set the pace and it also let me run my hands over every inch I could, including tweaking those nipples. When I was certain he was close, I moved my hand to his cock, matching his pace which was quick and rapid. When he came I wasn’t far behind him, because of just how he clenched so tight around me. When he was spent, he collapsed on top of me and I didn’t mind one bit. I just held him and lightly kissed his neck and shoulders until we were both back to normal breathing.
I gently nudged his knee, encouraging him to straighten out, which he did.
“We need another shower,” he mumbled.
“How about we clean up the mess and then take a bath? I’m sure we can both use a soothing bath over an awkward shower.”
“Deal. When I can move.”
I laughed. “You okay though?”
“I’m perfect.”
After ten minutes he got up and we both cleaned the sofa cushions; thankfully, a blanket was covering it. So that got washed along with the bedding since there was a spare set. We then ran a hot bath and climbed in. He opted to lean back against me and I was fine with that. He relaxed back and I just kept my arms around him.
“Thank you, Dean.”
“For?” I asked.
“All of this. The week away in a cabin alone, the break from everything. For making Valentine’s very special in every way. This has really been the best Valentine’s Day I’ve ever had. I’ve spent so many of them alone so it’s very nice to have this.”
I nipped at his neck. “You’re welcome, Sunshine. You deserve this; you’re so amazing. Little surprises here or there, sweet moments and come on, you got lace underwear to wear for me.”
I could see the slight blush on his face. “I brought them with me.”
I nipped his neck again. “May have to wear them tomorrow. Not sure I could handle another round today.”
He was picking at his nails though and I waited for a few moments to see if he would tell me what he was thinking. When he made no real effort, I moved my hands to get his.
“Sunshine, what’s on your mind?”
He shifted just a bit so he could turn toward me some; those blue eyes were bright but I could see a little extra moisture.
“I can’t ever thank you enough, Dean. Not just for this or for making my first times very special. I don’t know what I’ve done to deserve you. I can’t believe we’ve been together for nearly nine months. I don’t know what I’d do without you. I love you so much and I don’t…”
I pulled him closer and kissed him sweetly. “You’ll have to dump me to get rid of me. I’m not going anywhere. You’ve always deserved happiness and to have someone that loves you just as much as you love them. I do love you. So damn much. I love going to sleep with you each night and waking up to you every morning.”
I gave him another kiss and kept my forehead against his. “I’m just happy that you trust me enough to allow me to be that first. To show you what you’ve been missing. To be trusted enough to consider exploring more as well. Thank you for trusting me.”
He cuddled up and when the water got chilly we got out, got dried off, and cuddled up on the couch with the fireplace. Who needed the TV? Having him curled up beside me, bundled under the blankets and warm and safe, was perfect.
I really didn’t want to return to our normal lives. I knew we had to but I really didn’t want to. But we had a few more days and I was going to make them special for us.
Accomplishing that wasn’t really hard. We spent time outside making snowmen and snow angels in the fresh powder. Despite the cold we took several walks, exploring around the cabin. We cooked together, cleaned together, and made love to each other. It was a great week; even the drive home was special because he was way more into the drive since he knew the destination. Although, if I was absolutely certain we wouldn’t have gotten caught, public sex would have been added to the list since he wore a pair of blue lace panties home.
Overall, we had a great Valentine’s trip.